I'm happy.
In 2 days I will have an Associate's Degree.
I have a good job.
I have a good support system.
I love my boyfriend very much.
I almost always enjoy my life.
My best friends are happy.
-Some happily in love.
-Some happily independent.
-Most happily enjoying their lives.
-One happily expecting a baby.
-And just being simply happy.
(Well most of the time, at least).
Maybe I've lost touch with a few people lately...
and maybe it bothers me sometimes,
but I'm happy. And the people I care about are happy.
So that is really fine by me.
Even though we don't all see each other as much as we did,
I don't feel like I am any less bonded most of you.
Maybe not all, but most.
And, when I have these moments to evaluate how far I've come,
sometimes they aren't as optimistic as they are right now.
But for the last few months, I've felt the least doomed, than I ever have.
I don't know how many years I've felt doomed, but its a lot.
And all of a sudden its like something snapped inside of me...
all of a sudden I feel like everything is going to be fine.
Everything is exactly as it should be in the world.
I can't believe how satisfying it is to feel like this.
I'm happy, really happy, and it's exactly as amazing as I always thought it would be.
I can try to take the credit for it, and say it was myself who got me to this point.
But I would be totally lying.
I have a crazy(-awesome) family, an amazing boyfriend, and the best friends on the planet.
Without all of these things, I can guarantee I would be completely lost.
(And probably still blogging about how much I hate my life).
BUT, thats all over.
So, thank you.
And I love you.
And, I'll see you later.
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