I wish I still had the motivation to write in this daily.
It seems that when you spend all of your time being tired and stressed because you have to go to school, and you have to argue with your employer daily for over a year about why you're such a disgruntled worker, and you have to spend your days being guilty about under-prioritizing important people.
At some point it would seem that I should be updating this thing to escape from that stuff, but I don't think that's possible. In a perfect world, I would sleep well, and I would live to my fullest potential - but again, at this point, I don't think that is possible.
I'm trying to have friends again - but I feel like some of them have no place for me in their lives anymore. It's really depressing. I hope that this feeling goes away eventually.
UHGHGHGH. I just feel stuck, and I want to be done with that feeling.
5 things that would generally improve my mood: 1. Getting the hours I want at work. 2. Finishing school & having my degree. 3. Growing a pair and patching my family relationships. 4. Going on a road trip with a friend or two or five. 5. Having a party with friends, ALL of my friends.
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